My first letter for my baby :)

My Dear Baby Myiesha,

Finally, mommy & daddy have found u one final confirm name. Haha! Myiesha confirm insyaAllah... tapi mama still pk pk lg nk letak name sambung lain ke... or Myiesha would be enough... if only i can asked you my dear little baby :)

Stakat ni, mama ade few names yg mama suke nk letak as sambungan to ur full name but i'm not sure patut ke letak name sambung... tak ke nnt akan buat ur name too long...lgpon, zaman skang ni dah ramai sgt dah yg ade name pjg2...

let's imagine... Myiesha binti Erwan Musyit... rase mcm dah ok kan?

Myiesha means Life's Blessing...

Mama hope your life will be blessed by Allah for every second :)

Aritu time we both discussed bout ur name, we came across Ermina... means friendly... sedap tak agaknye ek? We like it since ade la mcm name2 papa sket kan...

let's try Myiesha Ermina binti Erwan Musyit...

ermmm...boleh tahan menarik kan?

Mama dah pk dah...in case ade org yg tak pandai sebut name myiesha nnt, org sure akan pronouns as Misha... but nvm... Misha pon ade makna gak... makna dia beautiful girl :)

kalau eja Mysha, means happy life... so both pon ok kan...

Mula2 dulu before mama n papa pilih nama Myiesha, mama suke mcm2 name... byk sgt haha! tp sume pendek2... some of them... Naylee, Myreen, Zyva, Eiliyah, Aaleeyah, Ayra... then we came across Myiesha... and papa yg sgt sgt suke name ni :) buat mama pon jatuh cinta dgn name ni jugak if compared to the rest yg mama suke tu... especially the meaning of Myiesha tu...

Now umo Myiesha dah masuk 28-29 weeks... Myiesha suke gerak2 dlm perut mama ni... sometimes Myiesha active sgt sampai mama rase susah lagi2 bile kt dapur...haha! but i like it when i found out you're active inside...it makes me feel good... i hope when you come out, you'll be an active child... and bright and intelligent and good girl too! byk harapan mama kt Myiesha tau! mama dah plan dah... nnt mama nak exclusively breastfeed Myiesha sbb mama nak make sure Myiesha dpt semua the benefit of susu ibu and xmau la Myiesha minom susu lembu! hahaaaa mama kan ada...lain la kalo mama tade... in case mama dpt keje cpt pon, mama dah tgk dah cara2 cemane nk make sure Myiesha dpt minum susu ibu... mcm2 info mama dah bace tau! punye la excited nak dpt Myiesha...

hmmm....oklah later mama sambung lg k surat utk my dear baby nih... now mama nak masak for our lunch :)

Indonesia beku hantar pekerja?

aha...kali ni rase mcm nk ulas sket psl current issue lak...bukan ape...sebenarnye aku mmg agak emo psl ni sejak aku dok sabah nih...heheheee...so i became more alert about this issue...

quoted from utusan online:

JAKARTA 19 Jun - Indonesia sedang menimbangkan untuk menghentikan sementara penghantaran pekerja pembantu rumah dari negara ini ke Malaysia, berikutan kejadian penderaan dan layanan buruk ke atas rakyatnya yang bekerja sebagai pembantu rumah di Malaysia.

sedang menimbang? wat do u mean? giler ape sedang timbang....mmg malaysia should stop accepting pekerja luar laaa...come on laaaa....kat sabah ni je rakyat indo dah wat negeri ni mcm negeri diaorg...until i cant bear living here since i cant find myself even a friend...xpandai aku nk bercampor gaul dgn minah2 indo kat sini tau!

layanan buruk? who said so? pekerja2 kt sini dpt letrik free, air free, umah free... siap dpt anta duit balik indo almost rm1k per month... haha malaysia government please dont let this to happen any longer... xtahan aku nk tgk mende nih jadik! bukan stakat mende2 free ni jek... keturunan diaorg sume dh kt sini... anak beranak... dr nenek sampai cucu... silap2 smp cicit sume dok malaysia... anto duit balik indo wat umah kat sane... tp still stay sini for money... bukan nk diskriminasi... tp aku tgk dlm kes2 bersamamu tv3 tu... rakyat malaysia mcm susah sgt sgt... come on laaa... baik kasi keje yg mamat2 n minah2 indo ni wat skang ni kat depa... i'm sure those people in bersamamu - if they really are in kemiskinan, takkan tolak offer keje yg dpt umah free, letrik free, and air free... sape xnk beb...! those people are just dont know about these opportunities....

emo emo...aku mmg emo lagi2 dgn replacement maid aku nih...huhuu...

Happy Birthday to my dear Sissy~!

oppss!!! i've missed to include my wish for my dear sissy whom is getting older today...miahahaaa... :)

there's a lot to tell...

there's a lot to tell...seriously... but when i stay here in front of my lappy, i lost all my words huhuu...

actually just got back from melaka...been very busy in melaka since we have some restriction involving a car to use...feels like want to rent one but budget wont allow us to do so...

btw, on the 6th June 2009, my beloved kembo was having her "feel-good-day" heheee... 

Selamat Pengantin Baru for her and her beloved hubby, Shahrul :)

i had the opportunity to stay at her kampung for 2days 1night...thanks to hubby for letting me stay there and leave him alone for one night heheee... eleeeeh i know he likes it since he can be with his friends too :p

not to forget, thanks to a lovely couple Sara and her hubby, Abg Fik for providing me comfort in their MBD 1909 :) and also for being there for me on the 8th June 2009...they come to my in-law house to show me the pictures of my kembo on the day she sanding at her hubby's side which i cant attend due to some reasons i cant actually accept huhuhuuu...

now, i am back in sabah...rase cam terseksa jek! huhuhuuu...the only thing that make me happy here is becoz i have my hubby by my side...other than that, here is like hell to me...i hate sabah seriously...! nak balik semenanjungggggggg~!!!!

it's been a very looooong time...

hmmm...where should i begin...

it's been a very long time since i updated my blog...

there's a huge changes in my life now...many things happen for these past almost 2 and a half years :)

last post, december 2006...now,march 2009

such a long long time heheee...

as far as i can recall, i completed my studies on October 2007 and had my convocation day on August 2008. i started my first job at Shimano Components Sdn Bhd, Pontian, Johor a week or two after i completed my studies and celebrating Hari Raya... there's a lot of fun and new

 experiences i gained there...officemates and housemates are very amazing...i LOVE them all and i felt very lucky because i get to know them and they are very nice to me...

i was working there for a year and a month... i quit my job because...of  my marriage :)

i got married on 5th December 2008 and moved to Kunak,Sabah to be with my beloved

 hubby...

i got pregnant and found out about it after one and a half month later...after we were on vacation at Felda Sahabat, Lahad Datu...

well, i think that's all for now...will be continued later...

maybe on my pregnancy experiences that i'm gaining right now... :)

if a girl cries for you~!

i read this at friendster's bulletin board.. one of my frens posted this..

If a girl cries in front of you,it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person
who she love the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay
with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.
Which other girl have cried
wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she want sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have
become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that love
YOU the most.

interesting! i guess.. hehe

oprah's opinion about men~!

i adore this man =)

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship
that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you
can't "be friends".

A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he
probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying
when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a
bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If
something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything.* He will use it
against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change
comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important
than you are... even if he has more education or in
a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god.

He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him
to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the
bending...compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between
relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a
new relationship

You should never look for someone to
COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two
WHOLE individuals...look for someone
complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.
Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man
always know where you are, and you're always
readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign
for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you
everything that you need.* Keep him in your radar
but get to know others.

Share this with other women and men (just so they
know)... You'll make someone smile, another
rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and
an entire lifetime to forget them.

Advice from Angel,
Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of
women stay in relationships that are abusive or
hurtful : DrPhill

You should know that you're the best thing that
could ever happen to anyone and if a man
mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he
was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know
that he's not the only one. They're all watching
you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right
one.

Ladies take care of your own hearts...