if a girl cries for you~!

i read this at friendster's bulletin board.. one of my frens posted this..

If a girl cries in front of you,it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person
who she love the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay
with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.
Which other girl have cried
wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she want sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have
become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that love
YOU the most.

interesting! i guess.. hehe

oprah's opinion about men~!

i adore this man =)

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship
that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you
can't "be friends".

A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he
probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying
when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a
bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If
something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything.* He will use it
against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change
comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important
than you are... even if he has more education or in
a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god.

He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him
to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the
bending...compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between
relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a
new relationship

You should never look for someone to
COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two
WHOLE individuals...look for someone
complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.
Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man
always know where you are, and you're always
readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign
for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you
everything that you need.* Keep him in your radar
but get to know others.

Share this with other women and men (just so they
know)... You'll make someone smile, another
rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and
an entire lifetime to forget them.

Advice from Angel,
Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of
women stay in relationships that are abusive or
hurtful : DrPhill

You should know that you're the best thing that
could ever happen to anyone and if a man
mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he
was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know
that he's not the only one. They're all watching
you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right
one.

Ladies take care of your own hearts...

kepulangan si dia =D

1. your mood
HEPI..! SI DIA PULANG =D

2. last person you msg.
SI DIA =D

3. last person in your friendster inbox
RITA CUTE =P

4. who hugged you today?
NO ONE

5. a romantic place to date.
ERMM.. SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOE =D

6. how many msges in your hp inbox?
62 =P

7. rainy days or sunshine.
A LIL' BIT OF BOTH =D

8. do you have any stuff toys?
YERP

9. name one of your favourite puppet in sesame street.
ELMO

10. does your friends tell you how skinny/fat you are often?
ERMM.. SO SO.. TP SAYE MAHU LEBIH RINGAN! HEHE =P

11. what are you going to do later?
ERMM.. DUNNO.. MALAS NK WAT PAPE!

12. what's the brand of your bathing soap?
LUX PUTIH! =D

13. what shampoo do you use?
CURRENTLY PANTENE.. BUT I HATE PANTENE SINCE SITI NURHALIZA IS THE SPOKESPERSON!

14. what made your tired today?
JALAN-JALAN DAN MAKAN-MAKAN HEHE SAMPAI TAK TERASA PENAT PON! HAHAHA

15. who do you argue with all the time?
ERMM.. NURNADIA =P

16. if you were shopping for a bikini what kind and colour would you chose?
ANY BRIGHT COLOUR HEHE =P


17. would you change your dressing and hair style to prove to others that you've changed?
NOPE UNLESS I REALLY WANT TO.. BUKAN SBB NK PROVE KAT ORG LAIN.. LANTAK LAR APE ORG NK CKP =P

18. favourite animal.
SEMUA BINATANG TIRUAN =P YG BTOL, SAYE TAK GEMAR =D

19. do you keep grudges?
SOMETIMES

20. what did you have for desert?
ASAM BOI HEHE =P

21. a micheal jackson fan?
HELL NO

22.whats your wallpaper on your hp.
ME AND MY BELOVED ON MY BIRTHDAY =)

setelah 23 tahun 2 hari =)

hey evryone! thanks a lot for all the wishes..!

thanks to azrul and nad for the celebration dinner.. the first one was on 11th december at Friend's Cafe.. and the second one was at the new Restoran Tomyam Klasik on the 12th december nite.. =)

both dinner means so much to me!!! hehe

i'm soooooooooo HAPPY..!

thanks to azrul, nad, sarah and her fiance, abg fiq, hana, and ili..!

thanks to azrul, for the awesome Udon Blackpepper Seafood and Apple Aloe Vera Juice

thanks to my realotherhalf, for the birthday cake, Italy Chocolate Cheese Cake and the special pendrive! hehe

thanks to sarah and abg fiq, for the sweet birthday card

thanks to hana, for the cutey cute Baby Pooh

thanks to ili, for the beautiful bluey brooch

thanks to fairuz, for the White Musk set and bundle of gifts including the comey butterfly pendant

thanks to evryone for remembering me on my special day..

last but not least, thanks to my dear Superman, for the surprised visit on the 12th december nite and the jalan-jalan day including visiting Carey Island for the 1st time! on the 13th december.. =)

but after all, i still think that.."owh nooooo... i'm gettin' older.." *sigh*

menjelang hari tua ku..

one day to go! hehe!

today will be my last day as a 22 years-old person..

owh no.. i'm getting older!

and yet.. though the day isnt yet come.. my frens had already wish me..

aishah gegurl on the 3rd december.. she get confused of my day..

while piun on the 10rd of december.. since he have a midterm test on 11th.. he wish earlier just to make sure he didnt forgot.. hehe that's sweet =)

bosan menunggu =p

peratusan keremajaan anda =D

[x] Held hands
[ ] Liked a friend
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important
[x] Cried my eyes out
[x] Danced

Total: 5

[x] Rejected someone
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[ ] Got called a wh0re or a s|ut'
[ ] Heard a rumor about yourself
[x] Hurt someone's feelings

Total: 8

[ ] Got involved in sports
[ ] nerd, rather
[x] Fell out of love
[ ] Went to a funeral
[x] Know someone who has tried to commit suicide

Total: 10


[x] Wrote a love poem
[x] Went through a phase
[x] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying.
[ ] Got in a fist fight/b!tch fight

Total: 14

[x] had someone misunderstand what you said.
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Thought you found the one
[ ] Cheated/used your boyfriend or girlfriend ;p
[x] found out your boyfriend or girlfriend cheated on you.

Total: 18

[x] Was lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world
[x] Felt like dying
[ ] Got pregnant or got your girl pregnant
[x] Had a crush

total: 22

[x] Prayed
[x] Texted in class
[ ] Smoked a cigarette
[x] Had more than one crush at a time
[x] Disliked someone

Total: 26

hehe.. i'm 78% teenager at almost 23 years-old.. hahaha counting the days til i have to admit that soon i'm gonna be a 23 years old person... oh noo... thats too old..!

it's 3pm and i'm homeeeeee!

well.. it's 3pm and i'm home? so early.. dunno wat to do.. hehe
planning to wash my car after i perform my zohor.. and i'm searching for my mood for my carwashing activities =p

this is a test to measure how boyish and gurlish i am =p

GUY-ISH:
[ ] you own a jersey
[ ] you like being sweaty
[ ] you love mud
[ ] you've played at least one sport on a team
[ ] you've played more than 1 sport for fun
[ ] you hate pink
[x] you love hoodies and jeans
[x] pranks are fun
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[ ] its funny when people get hurt
Total = 2

[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] pulling heads off dolls isnt creepy..its fun
[ ] you don't cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[x] girl drama is stupid
[x] painting your nails is weird/stupid
[ ] you own a ps2
[ ] you own an xbox
[ ] you own a gamecube
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own a psp
Total = 2

[ ] you used to be obsessed with power rangers
[ ] you watch sports center
[ ] you watch sports on tv sometimes
[ ] gorey movies are the best!
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[ ] you take part in "male bonding"
[ ] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps
[ ] you aren't sensitive
[x] no pain no gain
Total = 1

[x ] you like going to football games
[x] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[ ] you like to freak out your sister or brother
[ ] you used to or do collect baseball/trading cards
[ ] saggy pants are cool
[ ] you get sports illustrated/other sports/ guy magazine
[ ] fire is cool
[ ] you don't babysit
[ ] you're immature
Total = 2

[ ] its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green black red 0R blue or silver are your favorite color(s)
[ ] romantic comedies are boring
[ ] you hate dressing up
[ ] you dont care about your hair
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think
[ ]climbing is fun
[ ] contact sports like football are fun
Total = 2

Now add the numbers up x 2 and re-post
with your
score as: "I'm ??% guyish" ~~~~~
~~~~ ~~~

GIRL-ISH
[x ] you wear lip gloss.
[x] you shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[x] you buy different colored shirts
[x] you wear halters and tube tops
total: 4

[x] you dont like shopping at hot tropic
[x] you wear the color pink
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[ ] you love hanging at the mall
total: 2

[x] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelery
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[x] you take a long time doing your hair
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
total: 5

[x] you hate the movie star wars
[x] you cry in movies
[ ] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics, or dance
[ ] it takes you more than 1/2 hour to get dressed and put on other accesories
[x] you smile a lot more than u should :)
total: 3

~~Add them up, multiply them by 5, and
post as "i
am ?? GIRL-ISH

so.. the conclusion are... i'm 18% boyish and 70% gurlish.. hohoho =p

it's all about trust..

trust.. it's a simple word wif a huge meaning..

people tend to have a thousand way of interpreting what trust really are.. and how we should trust.. and when we shouldn't..

some people just have given their trust easily while some are too afraid to trust..

after all, why shouldn't we trust people that are close to us..? why wouldn’t i trust people that are so close to me..? why shouldn't i trust people that i supposed give up my trust to..?

maybe becoz i dont think they deserve it.. maybe..

(taken from lynn) sighing too much is not healthy..

and too much thinking can kill me.. (taken from shazzy)

i dun wanna commit suicide but.. ermm..

i think i better go to sleep now..

i'm bored!

i dunno wat happen to me but i'm bored!

i dun feel like eating..
dun feel like chatting..
dun feel like sleeping..
dun feel like studying..

i didnt feel anythingggggg!

all i would do now is replying smsses from my special someone..

aiyoh.. wat virus is attacking me now..?

owh Human Resource Management..

ya Allah.. semoga Kau sudi memakbulkan doaku.. agar aku pass kesemua paper ku.. amin..

aku jwb soklan bhr td rase mcm ntah pape la.. camne ni.. risaunye.. harap2 ade rezeki la nak pass.. camne aku leh lupe methods of collecting job analysis? isk isk.. itulah.. tak amik serius sume topik.. serve me right! tp aku masih berharap moge2 ade la chance nk pass.. walaupun pass dgn grade C.. aku hanye harap aku dapat pass paper bhr.. amin..

dan semoga result sem ini dan seterusnye dpt menggembirakan kedua orang tuaku.. amin..

exam fever

two papers done! alhamdulillah.. nmpk mcm ok.. hope so, the results also will be fine.. amin..

tomoro.. ethics.. susah dan takutnyeee saye!

semoga segalanye baik baik saja.. amin..

bila si 'pemalas belajar' menaip..

kenape saye rase malas belajar dikala final examzzzzZzzz dah nak dekat sgt sgt dah ni?

saye rase rajin nk belajar tp rase malas nk tgk huruf2 kat notes dan buku teks.. maka skang ni saye saje je menaip konon2 nye nk carik mood.. hehe

bile nampak word malas balajar kat atas tu tetibe rase mcm rajin plak nk balajar.. haha notes dah ade depan mata ni.. cepat cepat! jom belajar..!

tiba-tiba aku terpk.. apesal aku rase mcm ade gaya2 bakal giler je ni..

emotionally retarded

ngehehe! i'm creating this when i'm supposed to study for all my 8subject's final examszzzzZzzz..

this sem is a real hactic sem for me..

i think i'm gonna be a crazy girl lah~! taking 8subjects really have driven me crazy.. i dunno which one to study first and i get confused with the syllibus..

seriously i had put my brain on a danger zone..

while i'm busy with all the academic matter.. i'm also been very busy thinking on how am i going to pay my fees.. for my next three trimester.. insyaAllah..

i really hope i manage to get better numbers for my pointer.. so that my dad would happily help me to pay all my future fees..

dear Allah, please help me.. i really hope i can graduate on time on this plan.. and i hope i can get a very good job to pay all my debts.. plus i hope all my debtors would pay all their debts so that i can manage my account well.. and i hope i always have your attention and guidance.. amin..